I
would have lost heart, unless I
had
believed
That
I would see the goodness of
the
Lord
in
the land of the living Ps 27:13
It
was past 11pm I picked up my phone again and called. This time the line went
through. What a relief! I was happy the
lines were going through at last! Hello, where are you…. I was already talking then I heard another
Hello! I realized it was another person’s voice, before I could stop to ask who is this? The person on
the other end blurted out in Hausa language ‘the owner of this phone has been
involved in an accident’ I felt sick in my stomach for want of better words to
describe what or how I felt. I was still trying to digest, understand or make
sense of what I just heard; when I heard another voice at the background saying
“just tell them he is dead”. Bang! It was like being hit by a volcano! I lost
it and began to scream. Words simply cannot describe what I experienced that
night. My life as I knew it had just ended. The person on the other end of the phone was a
police man, the phone was my husband’s and the dead man they were referring to was
my husband.